Thursday, June 18, 2009

Feeling a little topsy turvy - and a bit angry...


Some days are better than others...
And sometimes...
The not so good ones last for a bit longer than expected or wanted...

I feel like I've been in a bit of a slump for a while...
It comes and goes...
But feeling a bit - dare I say it - depressed - in recent months has become something I've been dealing with on a daily basis.
And I hate it - it sucks!!!

It would be easy to say that there are exterior things piling up that are making me feel down,
But I know that it is mainly an internal thing...
Stemming from the loss of my mom...
Not just the loss, but the watching her through her suffering with Leukemia...
And trying to accept my life as it is now - as a mom without her mom.
It's like I've mentally checked out for a while now...
Burnt out on many levels.

So right now I'm at a point where I feel that I should try to snap out of it.
To become a more active participant in my life every day...
To become a better wife and mother first and foremost...
I mean come on Marsha...
Look how cute they are...
How could one not want to be a better person to feel included in a life with these two goofballs...


To help take care of my Dave and Chloe...
They have helped me through this troubling time...
And to take care of myself and our new little Peanut on the way...
Due to join our family sometime around January 13, 2010!

I'm feeling angry now...
And although I've heard that anger leads to the dark side...
Not to worry here...
This kind of anger leads to the dark side of de-cluttering and getting rid of crap that has been weighing me down...
Not to mention eating a bit more chocolate to help ease the stress...

I want a clean slate!
I want to feel motivation!
I want to feel inspired!
I want to walk into a room and not feel that I have to turn around and walk out because I have so much piling up to deal with before I can get to what I wanted to do.

My procrastination is my torturer...
I'm ready to put on the gloves and get a shovel to dig myself out...


So if you are an object sitting in a pile in the house or studio...
If you are a piece of paper waiting to be "dealt with"...
If you are something I'm looking at every day, not doing anything except blocking my eyesight to creativity and freedom...
Watch out - you're on your way out the door...
You're on my bad side, and that is not a place to be...

And I apologize for not blogging for a bit...
It will come and go while I'm working on my spaces...

I'm planning a big move of my glazing area down into the studio where it should be.
Must get a few orders done first - but then off to that overhaul...

If you are in the general area or know someone that is, and work with Cone 6 glazes...
I will most likely be getting rid of a lot of "test glaze" pints that I've collected over the years for pretty cheap (I don't want to deal with shipping liquids - sorry).

Keep an eye out here for more info - lots of stuff will be practically "given away".
Think I may set up an Etsy shop for all kinds of "supplies" I'm going to unload...
Hmmm...

Monday, June 1, 2009

Bead & Button Booth #521 (Coupon Too)

This year for Bead & Button Show we've moved our booth to a little more front and center.

Booth #521 is where you can find us:
Kelly Russell of Beadfuddled.

Here is a quick picture of one of my new pieces - my shards...

This one I've turned into an earring by wire wrapping it and putting a few Vintaj pieces layered on the side that is usually towards the front.

They are all quite different in shape and size since the process of making them is rolling out one small clay ball at a time...

There are lots of pendants at the show - textured and my porcelain decal pieces.

I've got some new glaze colors that will be available.

I have plans on being at the show on Thursday for the preview night from 4-8pm and on Friday during the show 10am-6pm as long as things work out as they should! Then I'm homeward bound on Saturday because more than a couple days away from Dave and Chloe and I become totally miserable.

So I hope to see you there!

OOOHHHH.... and for those of you making purchases at the show...
Here is a little something for you!

When you make a purchase of at least $40 from Marsha Neal Studio at the Bead & Button Show (2009), use your receipt number as a discount code through July 31, 2009 to receive 20% off your purchase through MashaNealStudio.com. Just put the receipt number in your message to me when you place your order, and I'll adjust the shopping cart for you.

Happy Shopping!!!
Travel Safe!