Sunday, December 11, 2011

Finding Some Holiday Cheer...

Friday evening our little family of four ventured out for dinner and some Christmas Cheer.
And around here, the place to go for some awesome Christmas Light displays is Longwood Gardens.
It is an annual tradition since I can remember.
I love how this fountain display doesn't change every year.
Insert your favorite Holiday Song (instrumental version) and fountains moving to it and you're there!
It is magical seeing something with your kids, that you remember as a child...
And that every year there is a new theme and the trees are all just a bit different…
I love the red and white lights (they remind me of peppermint - which I love!)
And this is my favorite light wrapping technique.
I hate doing it (frustrating & too many lights & branches to deal with)...
But I love seeing the tree structure like this at night!
Oh, and in the Conservatory - how grand this inside garden is!
Pretty formal for my garden taste - but I can admire the design that goes into it.
I love the visual layering of the lines, texture & color...
The smell of paper-whites is everywhere inside this building.
It is not the most pleasant smell - reminds Dave and I of a Sharpie marker…
But is is a scent that brings back memories of Christmas Time here with family from years ago...
The theme this year is Gingerbread…
There were gingerbread decorations everywhere...
And this - the Conservatory in Gingerbread…
And huge jars filled with so much candy!
Wish it smelled more like Gingerbread than Paper-whites…
But there were gingerbread scents here and there..
And the trees were dripping with decorations…
Seriously… dripping with SO many decorations!
We always save the Children's water garden for last.
We have learned to bring a change of clothes due to it being - well. Wet...
If we time it right, the change of clothes is feety pajamas.
Perfect so the little ones can be ready for a sleepy car ride home...
Then all bundled up with hats, gloves, scarves…
The kids in their pj's snuggled in blankets with their jackets, hats, gloves & scarves on…
We venture back out through the gardens to admire the outside lights one more time…
This was our favorite tree there - it was immense!
I especially loved snapping this photo of a man taking a photo of three of his girl friends posing in front of the big tree… 
Their silhouettes posing were so much fun to watch against the bright lights…

An family night out was exactly what we all needed!

With my dad through a successful surgery (went as the doctor expected) and now on the hopefully normal slightly bumpy road to recovery...
We were all able to actually enjoy this outing just that much more & we were able to exhale a bit too.

Hope this brings you some cheer as well.
Thank you for all the well wishes & prayers!
It means so much more than you will ever know… 
Thank You!!!
Thank You! Thank You! Thank You!
Happy Holidays to you!


Thursday, December 8, 2011

What A Time This Will Be To Remember...

It is hard to describe where I am at right now. 
Life is SO all over the place.
I feel like my head is in a bit of a bubble - or at least it is trying to fight to stay there - just for a bit…

Four years ago today, I was in the hospital, delivering my little Chloe.
For as wonderful as the experience was, I still miss the version where my mom was there with me.
Not that the one I have isn't good enough - it was perfect and full of laughter (yes - we laughed!)
But still. I always had envisioned my kids being born with my mom there with me.
In a way - I know she was there…

So today my Chloe woke up as a 4 year old and got some email from her friends...

We made some pink cupcakes with purple icing & sprinkles for her to take to school today…
She got a Princess Tiana doll this morning & maybe another after dinner tonight (depends on if the 4 year old Chloe version comes with the "listening ears" update - lol!)
I can't believe she is 4. I loved her being 3! I so look forward to seeing how 4 is :)

And yesterday, my Step-Brother (I would say brother, but that gets confusing…) & Sister-In-Law in FL had a little baby boy! 
A new nephew Tristan (He is beautiful!!).
He and Chloe were both delivered the same amount of three weeks early. 
I was due on Dec. 26, she was born on the 8th. 
She was due on Dec. 25, he was born on the 7th.
With three Dec. birthdays (Riley is the 28th) all within 4 years of age - we're going to have to plan some fun family outings to Disney around Christmas… 
It will be so much fun!

And in NYC, Duckie is hanging out with my Dad & Step-Mom.

Very shortly (minutes at this point) Right now, my dad is undergoing surgery to remove an organ and the cancer that decided it wanted to call it home. I pray that the surgeon has steady hands and sharp eyes to cut carefully and without harming him in other ways…
We all want my dad around for years to come…
He has a new grandson to meet, hang out with and get addicted to trains (as the other three are!)
We have lots of plans for just being around dad.

Goes to show that life has its own plans. 
And you never know where your life will end up or what will come knocking on your door from day to day.

Oh, and speaking of life changing. I've decided to try some fasting and cleansing (Isagenix) for this body of mine that has been stress eating comfort foods (so not good for my border-line bad cholesterol) since summer. I could totally see myself continuing to make cookies, cakes, mashed potatoes & living off of chips & other crap - but I am taking control. 
Cold turkey. Well, cold shakes actually...
Dave is doing it too (along with 3 other family members). 
So for a while I'm going to just hang in tight and finish up some orders, then just be here for a while…
Drinking my shakes…
On days like today, I am thankful for having this other path for my health to keep me in control. 
It is SO mental, and I really want to go dive into something else. But I'm not. 
I'm staying strong and taking care of myself so I can be around for as long as possible, and in good health to enjoy life with my kids and hopefully one day - grandkids (maybe great grandkids too :)

This will be a time to remember for a long time…
What a crazy path we are all on right now!